Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Paul Weller (hmmmrrrrhh) meaning what? jealousy kicking in? joking apart good to hear from you and hope you ok!! XXXX
As for the jokes been through my phone and think some are a bit too much...but (forgive me if too much but they're these are the mild 1's)
Firemen have rescued an irish man stuck to a condom machine, they asked what happened. He said machine says insert £2 and insert knob....
A survey showed up just how men have know clue how to turn women on, they asked 7 men if they knew wht a clitoris was? 5 of them thought it was a place in Greece!!
you and darryl have a good night sleep hun and wonderful dreams good luck for daz appt tomorrow, please let us know how he gets on will be thinking about you babe love ya loads chickie karen xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
juls..............pickled egg.............................i said pickled egg mate???????????? lol yeah the cafe sounds better eh? then a chippy, wot u reckon hun?? xx
teresa..................lol.................hee...................good un babe xx
Night night Juls, Karen, Teresa and Mick, hope you all sleep well and have sweet dreams You're all corrupting my dear little mind now so i'm off to bed!!! lol Not that my mind could get any moe corrupted than it already is! LOL hope you all have good days tomorrow and will let you all know how Darryl gets on with the onco love and hugs you naughty chickies!! lol love mother hen mel xxxx
