We've been passionately married for 35 years. We have everything a couple could ask for. I feel guilty about how pissed off I am resenting how the cancer has stolen our lives. I know it's not me with the cancer but all I can see right now is life watching someone I love suffer then a future alone. I've been a cancer surgeon all my life and I am struggling to come to terms with not being able to make her better. The above sounds very selfish. Any other guys out there living with a partner with gynae cancer?
