Hi All
My mum and dad got back from holiday yesterday and my dad went to the doctor for a cough and chest pain. They sent him straight to hospital and within 2 hours he was diagnosed with lung cancer which has spread to his Liver.
I'm broken. They have given him 12 months.
I have a 3 year old little girl who is absolutely besotted with him and I can't stop thinking about how I will ever tell her he isn't here anymore.
I haven't slept and can't stop crying. I feel like my world has ended and I don't want the future without him in it.
Please tell me this upset gets easier to deal with..
Just needed to vent this somewhere 
He's just been to the hospital and they've said it's definitely terminal.
His Liver is speckled meaning there's no surgery or anything that can be done. On Tuesday they'll take a biopsy of his lung and we have to wait about 3 weeks for them to test it in a lab to see if there's any treatment that could help.
We're booking a holiday and have no option but to go with the flow. 
It's so terribly sad but in trying to he positive for his last months.
Sorry your mum is struggling. Hopefully they've caught it early if she didn't have symptoms before breaking her hip? It's so worrying Xx
