Hi, I'm new to this but am struggling. My sister has stage 4 breast cancer and had a metastatic spinal cord compression in May which has left her paralysed from the diaphragm down. She is now in a nursing home about 2 hours drive from me. We phone each other every morning and I visit every weekend. She is an amazing woman and I love her very, very much. But my own emotions are all over the place. One moment I feel reasonably OK, the next I feel very anxious or very depressed I think I manage to appear OK to those around me but underneath I'm not feeling well.
