My dad was my hero and best friend, 5 weeks ago he lost his cancer battle peacefully at home surrounded by his favourites holding his hands, we softly told him to go to sleep .
he was diagnosed 5 years ago with lung cancer which was treated and went away, later he was told he had kidney cancer in his only kidney and last year was diagnosed with bladder cancer, 7 weeks ago he was admitted to hospital after a collapse he left the hospital a week later with a 6 month prognosis the cancer had spread to his brain, bowel, lymph nodes etc . After a week at home he began to deteriorate rapidly and after 3 more days we lost him !!
a month passed before the funeral and I was busy helping sort bills,paperwork and arranging the funeral which was a beautiful tribute to my now angel .
but now I’m numb, sad, angry, frustrated and anxious !! There’s nothing left to do but try and be normal and I can’t do that yet easily ! Every time I see a photo of him my stomach flips and I melt into a sobbing mess , any advice gratefully recieved
