Today my Dad found out his chemo hasn’t worked and has been given weeks. It doesn’t feel real and I feel sick. The idea of life without him makes me panic. He is set to retire in July and has a new home waiting for him and my Mum to move into 
I know life happens and we can explain or understand why awful things happen to good people but my goodness it’s so cruel. He deserves such a happy and long retirement after years of such hard work. Heartbroken doesn’t cut it… I don’t know how to process this, deal with or face this.
