Hi there,
My father was diagnosed with gastric cancer in 2019. He has had 2 different types of chemotherapy. Both of them made the cancer stabilized at first and then the cancer hor bigger after each. My dad was told by the doctor that there is no other treatments he can have. He has no been left on supportive care. About 2 weeks ago he was admitted to the hospital with a bleed. We later found out that it is coming from the cancer itself and that it has gotten even bigger blocking one of his blood vessels. He has had radiotherapy to stop the bleeding 2 days ago. He's been feeling absolutely terrible after that. He was vomiting all the afternoon after the treatment. He's been feeling tired and generally in pain. My mother and I are the main carers. I've been feeling like crap (pardon the language), just feels like this is never ending. Feels like I have no one to speak to and I'm alone. We don't know how long dad has as none of us want to know. But I've been getting nightmares that this is it. Can someone give me some advise on how to think more positive and not think of the terrible end story?
