I have breast cancer, recently having had a mastectomy. A couple of days ago my emotions have gone mad, i feel low, crying, angry, said a few nasty things to my partner. I just feel out of control with emotional distress. My partner isnt helping by asking is me being upset my new normal and to act my age. I dont feel he listens even though i try and talk to him. Today he said he doesnt love me, i can make my own way to my hospital appointment even though i cant drive and i dont feel i have a support network. Im struggling badly with body image which has triggered historical ptsd. I dont know what to do and need some support.
I have had to struggle washing myself, as he wouldnt help. He hasnt made me anything to eat but got his own. I feel abandoned at my most vulnerable
Hi Jellyfish20
I’m so so sorry your hubby isn’t more supportive. My first hubby was not very supportive but since being married a 2nd time I couldn’t get enough support. Please try to look after yourself and ‘f**k him (sorry to swear). I wish I could send my hubby round to give you a huge cuddle. I let him read your message I hope that’s ok. He can’t believe he isn’t supporting you. What a beeeeep!!!! Here too f you need a chat. P.s don’t stay under that cover for too long I’ll come and pull you out xxx 
