Hi, I am feeling so terribly desperate. I cook everything from scratch. He doesn't like vegetables anything other than just nearly raw - but will keep me waiting to plate up minutes after I've said dinner is ready. He doesn't like meat in casseroles too chewy - well it never is but however it's done it's not right. Lambs heart casserole tonight in the slow cooker so the timing could be flexible because of something he was doing. So cooked 7 hours on low - the heart was [if I my say so] beautifully tender and tasty. But the root vegetables and the soaked then cooked pulses were not squodgy - didn't soak up the gravy well enough he said. But they were how he normally likes the vegetables done. Huge huge argument - really totally uneccessary. But after nearly 2 years I just flipped - I seem to never do anything right and I'm feeling so upset and criticised. It hurts. But now - I feel so damned guilty - he doesn't actually play the 'I've got cancer' card but it's there all the time. I just needed to explode to people who probably understand what I'm going through. Sorry to be a wimp.
