his neck, went for biopsy on Monday and awaiting results... he's trying to be positive but I know it's now easy for him..I personally feeling lost and hopeless lost my mum (51)to lung cancer 14 years ago, trying to think positive but I know how quickly this b...d can take over and ruined everybody's life 
wishing you all healthy and strength 
Hi Mar23
Sorry to hear about your husband and your mum but welcome to our special club here.
For me my wife has been living with Leiomyosarcoma now for over 10 years, it took a fair while and lots of help to get to the point of "living with cancer" rather than the alternative though.
If we look at your feelings when someone has cancer we can see how common your emotions are - and sometimes we can notice our emotions without letting them overwhelm us.
<<hugs>>
Steve
Hello Steve,
Thank you for your reply and warm welcome..
I'm so happy for your wife 
I'm at beginning of that journey, feeling lost, confused, cheated , deprived list goes on and on ...
I am a very private person with only few real friends around (no family around in UK).
After reading many posts here I realised I'm not the only one whose going through the same ,can't say I felt relieved but "less" lonely if that's make sense.
Thank you
Stay healthy and strong
