Don't know what to say anymore

Unfortunately, we have gone massively downhill and mum has days left

Im in complete shock but the doctor told us it’s a matter of days now

i can’t breathe it’s only been 5 weeks since prognosis and we were told longer but she has declined so bloody quickly 

we have a hospital bed in the lounge set up and they’ve just had to come to administer a cocktail of stuff as she’s been sick…..

this is all happening so fast too fast I’m struggling to breath 

Oh no what has happened for them to say days.im so sorry I know how fast it can change it's crazy hits u right in the face when u think it's going ok. Its just awful I just hope she isn't suffering to long my love because it's sounds awful but having them suffer weeks on end its not nice it feels like your mum was wanting one last good time before this happened it really feels like some how she new. Hold on in there I know it's hard it's so hard I'm here if u need to shout or talk or advice if I can give it 

We came back from Nice and she started to decline her stomach started to bloat out and she was just exhausted…all her friends have come to see her and Joshua and I have moved in 

as of last night at 8pm the district nurse gave her a cocktail of drugs and she’s been sedated ever since 

she’s not opened her eyes since then, they have come back this morning with a driver and my beautiful mummy is in a hospital bed in her lounge 

I hate this for her as she’d never want to be putting us through this…..god it’s all happened so fast we were only at 5 weeks and were told 3-6 months 

its just too much…..I miss her already x

Ah dear that was fast my mother went like that really fast as well she was sedated one day but she woke up and come around the next day and hasn't been sedated since. It is so hard I know I'm loving on my mum's sofa watching them everyday is so hard but all u can wish for is shes not in pain I bet it's such a shock to process it still is some times to me when things keep changing I'm here for a chat when every u want xxxx

Thinking of you all over mothers day tomorrow. Feels so sad knowing it will be the last. Must be awful her being sedated. Hope she wakes up. 

Hoping to take my mum out tomorrow for just an hour away from the hospital but she's so weak, less than 6 stones now and we got a phone call yesterday saying the cancer has progressed and she doesn't have long left. Seeing my dad break down and cry for the first time was awful.  He has to decide whether they stop her meds or not. Sometimes she still seems with it, other times she's no idea where she is. 

I lost my mum at 6.50 this evening - she went with dignity my step dad spoke to her and so did my sister and so did just saying what we needed to say and telling her it was ok to go and then 10 minutes later with us and my son and niece all round her and there was no pain or distress 

it’s liked she planned it…..I’m broken beyond words 

I'm so sorry. It sounds like she went in the best way possible though surrounded by her loved ones knowing you were all there. No more pain for her at least. 

Sending my love but I know nothing can be said to make you feel better.  

Ah I am so so sorry for your loss but it sounds like she had a beautiful goodbye and that's exactly what she would have wanted and you made that possible so please take some comfort knowing you donethat for her. You need some time now to process because this all happened really quickly for you take it like u have been one day at a time and I'm here if you need to chat ️