My life will never be normal again Covid19 or not.
My amazing husband, my everything passed away during lockdown on 8th May after a year long battle against Stage 4 bowel cancer. At first I felt relieved for him as he was no longer suffering but now
y heart is completely broken and I did not know it was humanely possible to miss someone as much as I miss him, I just hate my life right now
I have lots of support from my beautiful daughters, the youngest of which is expecting our first grandchild in September which is amazing but oh so bitter sweet, and the rest of my family and friendand I know they all say I have the baby to look forward to but it’s just no constellation to me at the minute as I am just constantly wanting him back with me
I will never ever get used to this like people say I will!!!!!
I'm so with how you are feeling, I also lost my husband in April to esophagus/stomach cancer. It is hell on earth the loss we go through. Not a day goes by without tears.
Nothing I can say or do will help you but if it helps to talk.......
