My husband has follicular lymphoma with a secondary tumour in his lung. It took over 15 months for them to diagnose and he is on the watch and wait plan. He is on 3rd different antibiotic but is not improving and is coughing up blood. He is refusing to go back to the hospital. I and our grown up children are worried about him. I seem to have lost my ability to be "strong" just now and i don't like feeling like this. I work part time and have been allowed some compassionate time this week as i am too worried to leave him for too long. He had a ct scan done on Sunday and we are waiting to hear from the respiratory team. Sorry, it is difficult to do this as i usually can just try and be positive and get on with things.
