I’m feeling confused and alone. My boyfriend was diagnosed with incurable lung cancer at the beginning of March. I cannot fully feel the devastation he must feel but I too and devastated. I’ve done my absolute best to be kind, loving and compassionate as well as do what I can from a practical point of view.
However, irrationally, he has turned on me and been blaming, angry and pushed me away.
I’m hurt, guilty, confused, exhausted, sad, helpless and at a loss as to what to do as well as ‘look after myself’ and my children (what everyone advises).
Is this a familiar story to anyone else? Is it the chemo? Is it the steroids?
Thank you.
