Feeling scared.

Hello purple arch i am glad you are well. I will see my oncologist for the first time and she should have full body ct results i am so scared and nervous as have so many horrible thoughts that it has spread already im trying to distract myself with my children which does help and they are keeping me strong and focused on getting rid of this. 

You have one more day to wait, you will smash this remember one day at a time, we are all here x

ive now got to isolate ready for surgery so I don’t get COVID I’m going to go stir crazy x

Thankyou lizamarie yes not long and I will have a plan. I will let you all know how tomorrow goes. Thinking of you all aswell xx

I was diagnosed on 12 March so frightened I’m having a mastectomy on 15 April followed by chemotherapy. I’m trying so hard to keep positive but some days it’s really difficult

I’m sorry to hear that, it’s the quiet times for me, mind go’s other time. Xx

Hi lizamarie 

thanks for the reply I’m worrying beyond surgery and chemotherapy I’m worrying about it coming back and I haven’t even started treatment yet

I know it’s easy to say but try not to worry about something you can’t control what happens later down the line, concentrate on today and take one day at a time xx

Sorry you have had this diagnosis it is very overwhelming i feel exactly the same. I have my treatment plan in place i will start chemo Ec first then plaxitaxol with another one i cant remember the name had so much information today. I will have a double mastectomy and radiotherapy, hormone therapy. Lots to take in but just take each step as it comes.. 

how do you feel now you got your treatment plan in place now? xx

Hi lizamarie i am feeling more in control of what will happen next and feel like something is being done now. I feel less anxious having met my oncologist today. How are you doing?