18 months in this hell...this week feeling it so much more again...crying to people and more on my own looking at all our valentines cards declaring our love for each other..forever. and now forever is over. People asking how I am, im saying ive felt more upset last few days..and get answers like..so sad for you...I feel im a stuck record and when get short answers I wish id never said anything as feel they thinking is she still going on...i want more of an answer but no answer gonna help so don't know why it bothers me. All my coupled up friends just moving on laughing with each other going away in their loved up bubbles and im stuck in this cycle of shit everyday. Had to vent it out x
