I lost my lovely husband August last year. It hurts every day and I talk to him every day . Now I find I need him so much . He lost his battle to lung cancer ,he was at home with the family where he wanted to be. 6 weeks after he died I started with post menopausal bleeding but I couldn't deal with it then, eventually February went to the doctors, after all the test and appointments last week I got diagnosed with womb cancer. I am surrounded with great support but all I want and need is Bryan. I know how this journey goes I was with Bryan every step of the way. One minute appointments all the time then the horrible waiting for results. I am so scared that I won't have time to remember him and then he stops being with me in my thoughts. My first wedding anniversary was spent in hospital having tests when all I wanted to do was spend the day remember him and our special day. I don't want to move on so fast ,he was my rock how do I get through this without Bryan.
