So my sons girlfriend has asked if I would like to go to 12 week baby scan at our local hospital. Although my partner didn't pass away in hospital he spent 3 weeks there leading up to it and I haven't been back since. I don't want to miss this beautiful occasion (and sad as my partner not here to be grandad) but my chest feels tight and I can feel myself wanting to cry the thought of having to go in the carpark let alone the hospital. How do I deal with this?
