What a day ..post arrived with another dreaded bill my revised council tax bill. Mentioned before but back a couple of months back the council wrote sorry for your loss then promptly send a new bill out to both my deceased husband and I. After chasing this up I finally got the revised bill.
Drifted in and out of housework and jobs only finished one successfully my lounge. The hoover is still in the hallway there always tomorrow….but then I think what is the point why am I bothering. Sat here now looking round looking where my husband should be and feeling so lost without him. Did look at his iPad with some lovely photos and memories and that just starts me off again.
Walked to local shop earlier just to get out then later did my regular walk feeling just so wound up today having to take deep breaths need to chill and try to relax it I can’t. Not happy not enjoying life as I did, dreading next week my birthday which I just need to forget about. Why did they have to go and leave us.??
Cant sit here all night again feeling angry going to go for another walk before it gets too dark ..
