6 months on this path

That sounds just like Jay was Toosoon. He too just had to give me a stupid look or give an off the cuff remark and I would be off in stitches laughing. He too had a weird and sometimes dark sense of humour but we made each other laugh and that's something I really miss. I really need to try to get a proper night time routine going its after 12 at least before I get to bed at night I know that's `early` for some of you here but its starting to tell the next day. I keep saying to myself I should try to get to bed around about 11 but I know if I go then I'll be back up again a couple of hours later so maybe that is my time for bed now. 

The silence definitely is deafening Ghostlove. I used to complain that Jay had the TV on 24/7 he was your proverbial couch potato watched anything and everything. I have the TV on in the mornings just for background noise and then it goes off at lunchtime some afternoons I have my Alexa playlists playing and put the TV back on at tea-time. Just kills the silence.