Most nights I dream about my partner who passed away Christmas Day. At the beginning the dreams were him breaking up with me..which yes he has but not in that way..then they have been love dreams, hugging, kissing, sexual. Last night he went out got drunk slept with someone else I woke up with palpations. All these dreams make me feel shit all day as he's not there next to me when I wake up to know they were all just a dream if that makes sense.
