My partner passed away Christmas Day . He was diagnosed in August with bowel, liver and lung cancer. He spent 3 weeks in hospital trying to get ontop of his tummy pain. Ended up on a driver. Came home week before Christmas thinking we could still try do things even if small..together. 2 days later he went downhill. Been the most traumatic emotional time of my life. Can't stop thinking about those last few days and it's breaking my heart.
