Hi all. I lost my wife in April this year, which has been absolutely horrendous, as you all know only too well. I’m struggling to cope, so I've decided rather than be an introvert and hide in my flat, I’m going on a journey to try and understand my grief, and find a coping mechanism.
My wife and I had a shared love of motorcycling and outdoors, and she left me a bucket list. I’m going to start heading out on adventure, camping and sometimes in hotels etc, to see if being out there in the wilds will help my on my journey, and keep me from despair and self loathing, which is what I feel now.
I’ve made a YouTube channel as I want to document my journey, dedicated to my wife Sarah, in the hope that I may inspire, or help others whom are going through the same thing. We are all in this together unfortunately, this is my way of trying to deal with it, by sharing my experience and Sarah and I’s shared passions.
Up till now I didn’t want to live, this small moment of clarity has given me a new direction, and a focus, which I know my Sarah would want. Join me if you wish, having you along with me would mean the world.
Much love to you all 
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Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. We are all dealing with such grief together, I wanted to have an outlet to let people know they are not alone, and ultimately aim to help others in the process.
Thank you 
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Thanka so much for the kind comments and support. I hope you find the strength to continue what you both loved, it’s so important to honour our wife’s memory by making them proud.
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