It’s been four months since my beloved wife passed away. I think I’ve been doing alright but today has been bad. I just can’t see the point of anything anymore. I saw myself as a Christian but I’m having doubts. I don’t expect a miracle from God, I just want a bit of a divine painkiller to help me along but nothing is happening although God knows I’ve asked so many times. I know it’s a relatively early days but I’m feeling so desolate and despairing. I know you’ve all got your own problems, but I just felt I had to vent a little bit because I know you would all understand. . Love to all.
