On the 4th aged 60 my wife and best friend left us she was my life she beat bread cancer 24 years ago then 2 years ago returned with vengance friday is her funeral are children are all grown up been good but don't seem to understand that my grie yes they lost a great mum but dont understand i lost my wife off 34 years my love my best friend we never done anything alone and yes it was not cureable but 6 weeks before scan results was all fine I lost my mum 3 years ago november 17th but this is so different I feel so alone sad can't stop crying medication off doctor not helping cant see life without her we done everything together she was the strong one right to the end hand on heart wish it was we gone not her uuùù
