Hello everyone out there
Feeling a bit sorry for myself this past week or so? Been ill with bronchitis too, so been more indoors to recuperate but that leads me to think about Barry . I was the fulltime carer for several years and even before that really, so was pretty exhausted all the time. He was a difficult patient too unfortunately, which didn't help anyone! Even the local nurses who came each day, struggled with his bad temper. Anyway, I am thinking I am already tired from all that and my body has decided to say stop. The loneliness now is overwhelming sometimes?
I have no family here, but do have friends close by. Some understand, some don't. Started to go to a grief support group, and the next one is soon. Hoping to find some "friends"there that we can mutually help each other.
Sorry to moan, and I know there are others out there in a much worse situation. I just feel writing is my best way of coping, not bottling things up and having a good old cry when necessary.
Lots of hugs too
