I went part-time, for now, which has been good as it gives me some days to do the sort of stuff I/we used to do at the weekend and try to plan for what I want to do within the next few months, that being to move.
It's now the weekend that I'm trying to figure out. I've been out on my bike this morning, have been to another town this afternoon, an hour's drive away, spent a couple of hours wandering about, had a coffee and sandwich, and am now back home. This has become a bit of a pattern, going out just for the sake of it but it's helping me a bit. It's a tad boring though just wandering about without any real intent. Watching couples walk around and in the cafes, etc is still an awful feeling but I/we just have to accept that. I guess all of this though is part of the 'survival' mode I'm in at the moment.
Anyway, I was driving back and then thought perhaps I need to be doing something completely new! Not skydiving or anything as radical as that! I just wondered if anyone else has found themselves thinking this and, indeed, doing it?
Take care everyone,
WDJ
