Loss of my wife

It happens like this, or does to me, something triggers and the tears flow. Been like this for a few weeks now, could be the anniversary of Linda passing coming up soon. Was sorting some family photos for printing, was ok all day, even with photos of Linda, until I saw the ones taken in a photo booth in 1972, just a few months after we were married. I broke down and couldn’t stop crying, still in tears now at 2am, need to go to sleep really. This was taken with my phone of the print, so the quality isn’t good…….,we were each other’s first love ️

I think  started feel crap because I stated to ho through some holiday photos and family ones itcis also coming up to my anniversary in a couple of weeks  

I'm feeling crap just now too. Holidays are coming up and everywhere I think about trying just brings back memories. I'm struggling with the thought of even booking somewhere!

We had a holiday booked with the family  ,we had to cancel it because her cancer  was getting worst  ,the kids asked me if I wanted to come with them I said no ,but I did look at it would cost more for a single person than for two people