Well I just got my head around my revised Christmas plans. Made a good effort on the wrapping. Everything bought! Lovely real Christmas tree up, a new tradition for my children and me!
Now it seems that my daughter might have covid. Three faint positive lateral flows. Managed to book pCR for 8.30!
I really don't want to be isolated at this time of year. I have tried not to appear fed up but now she is in bed. I am in tears! I only keep going with company and busy life! Missed Christmas with my dad last year because of lockdown and here we go again! My boyfriend moves house early January, his son is moving on too . So finally we can have some quality time together. If I catch covid with asthma, I will be potentially unwell too as well. I am terrified of ever facing hospital where Ric died.
On a positive note, I saw my consultant today regarding my hip which needs replacing and I can have it done in the new year. A perk of working at The Nuffield. The pain is miserable now and it is very restrictive.
Just feeling low which I always do at this time. It would have been our anniversary on 23rd and he died the 28th. I try to think only dates but I do not need time alone to dwell!
Love and hugs Alison xxx
