My darling husband passed away 35 days ago. We met when we were 50 and it was a third marriage for both of us. But when we met we knew that we should have been together from the start. Although Steve had C.O.P.D. when we met, we hoped for many years together. But then each year he had something different. Heart attack, abdominal aortic aneurysm repair, pleurectomy and bullectomy, lots of skin cancer removed and then in 2016 he was diagnosed with bowel cancer. Surgery wasn't an option because of Steve's lungs but God was good and he had no symptoms. He had radiotherapy in November but the cancer started to spread. First to the liver and then the brain in August.
Steve passed away at 3:00am while we in our bed. Although I know that after 20 years, Steve is now pain free, I miss him all day and all night and all I do is cry.
On top of it all I move in 11 days! What can I do to stop crying?
