I can’t process what has happened. I lost my wife in April, one of our beloved dogs last month and on Tuesday our other special dog. The house is empty, quiet and very lonely. I feel exhausted and lost. I’ve just gone back to work this week and it has helped but I don’t know if I can hold it together all the time. I had our driveway re surfaced these past few days. It looks fantastic but I am so sad. My wife used to lie in her hospital bed looking out the window and wish for the new drive… I wish she was here to see it. Just as I’m feeling some form of satisfaction or “happiness” the tears come uncontrollably.
