Hi all,
I have made it through Ric's birthday! No tears today and a few smiles! He loved his birthday and it was on his bucket list so we celebrated.
He so wanted this birthday! I baked his favourite cake, bought us a present, my little lovers knot ring and his old army mates still posted on his Facebook page!
Strangely feel more happy today than sad
Xxx
Happy Birthday to Ric, it is my sons birthday today he's 20 his second without his dad.
We will raise a glass to Ric later 
