My soul mate died eighteen months ago and I feel like the pain has not deminished.
Once I used to be a get up and go person. Now I'm a waste. I can't do anything without getting stressed to such a point I just cry and feel sorry for myself.
I go to the doctors they don't understand, surely anybody who put them self forward as a doctor must have empathy, it seems not.
I have the dwp on my back telling me I should be working. For God's sake do they think I want to live on £125 a week.
Before my wife got diagnosed with terminal canner I'd never claimed bennifits. I feel like a piece of dirt because of the attertude of the system. I need help to cope and I get nothing but they expect me to get better.
I am obviously suffering from complicated grief as I'm sure a lot of people on this forum do.
After 2years watching my love, who I have been in love with since I was 13years old, my only love, my only friend, after watching her die for 2 years I just can't cope again. I'm not lazy I'm hurting. Hurting so much but no one gets it and I'm at a loss as to what to do. I'm about to be kick of bennifits again and I have not the will to fight them any more.
Just a rant. No replys needed as I know you guys are going through your own shit.
