I'm sure many people on here have been there but at the moment I am feeling lost
My beautiful sister passed away last week after a long long fight with breast cancer.
I saw her hours before she passed away and the way this disease ravages a person's body has really shocked me
We lost our other sister to this some time ago but as she was not in the UK at the time I was not able to see her.
I'm not sure what I hope to gain from posting this but maybe it just gets out some of my pain
To feel so helpless to help a loved one. To not be able to take away their pain feels so wrong.
Love and miss her 
