It's Mother's day tomorrow (Sunday) and its also the 2nd anniversary of my nanna coming for my daddy

It's Mother's day tomorrow(Sunday) and it's also the 2anniversary of my nanna coming for my daddy. 

I don't know what to do as I want to celebrate Mother's day for my mum, but I feel guilty for being happy even though I'm missing my daddy loads.

Will my daddy mind me being happy for my mum?

I just don't know what to do.

It's also mine n my fiance's 7th anniversary of us meeting each other and it's also the official day we became a couple in the 19th.

I wish that the government hadn't decided to close all pubs that sell food as there's a lovely pub that does amazing roast lunches as we had a roast lunch there in memory of my daddy after we had said night night to him (that's the only thing I can say without getting too upset).

Also about a week or so ago I got upset as I was and still am missing my daddy and I'd gone into the bathroom to splash my face to try and stop myself from crying, but it didn't work. As I was drying my face, my fiance came.into the kitchen (the bathroom is off the kitchen where we live with my mum and her pomchi puppy as it's a house that has been converted into two flats and we have the evil upstairs flat. The flat itself is ok, but the stairs are awful to walk up as they are quite steep) and he saw me crying so I walked into the kitchen and my fiance asked me what was wrong and I told him that I miss my daddy. Whilst my fiance was comforting me, we could hear my mum's pomchi puppy barking and growling at my fiance, but we could also hear my mum letting her know that everything was ok and that I was upset, but she (my mum's pomchi puppy) refused to stop barking and growling at my fiance or about 5 mins and then she came over to the sofa where me n my fiance were sat and she climbed across me and onto my fiance's knee and the she turned around and plunked here

F down with her back to him for him to scratch her lower back as she loves it.