I lost my brother a week ago and I don't know what to do. He should never have died, it should never have got to this point. I don't know what to do without him, I dont understand how he can just be gone. He had so much he wanted to do and should have had the chance to do and it was taken from him. All I can think about it how he deserved so much better. Night time is the worst, I hate trying to sleep. I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through the funeral in a few weeks.
