I lost my husband Thursday evening. I'm so lost. I hurt so much. And now I'm starting to feel all panicky. I have woken up at 2am and trying to calm down. I just wanted to sleep all night to switch off. I slept longer last night but struggling more tonight. Just wanted to put it out there .
He had been diagnosed with lung cancer and had been to a first appointment to discuss treatment the day before, it had been as good as could be expected and he took a turn for the worst at home and was gone.
