Hey everyone.
Sorry to be rambling on, I realise that i've posted a fair bit here recently, and it's silly of me to think but I always fear, that everyone has their own grief to deal with, but i also just appreciate being able to write down how I feel each time i'm posting.
It's been 2 months since my Gran gained her angel wings, and was reunited with my Grandad. However we have recently been tidying out her house, and I think i thought it would take a lot longer and I would be able to go back and forth for a lot longer than we have. We are getting to the end now and it will soon be getting sold, this has really set me back in grieving process, as there are so any memories in that house.
I keep telling myself, it's only bricks and mortar and it was my Grandma and my family that made it a home, and the memories will never fade, and no one can take that away from me.
We found my Grandma's diaries that she had been keeping for 7 years, and it's so nice reading them, like she gave us this gift, of her life since 2012.
Sorry i'm just rambling on, just i've found myself feeling really low recently, like everything is getting on top of me, and its so hard to keep saying i'm fine, especially dealing with my depression, and my one rock has gone, she always used to make me feel better.
Hope x
