Hi everyone, I'm new here.
As my title says my brave wonderful daddy lost his brave battle with terminal lung cancer lastonth and his funeral was held earlier this month.
I am still finding it hard to get used my dad not being here anymore as I am a daddy's girl (hence my name) and I always will be. I'm 36 and I have been close to myate dad and nanna (my late dad's late mum) ever since I was little.
I have a notebook which my mum advised me to buy to write in like I'm having a conversation with my dad about anything and everything, which I have been doing.
My dad was only 63 years old when he went to join my nanna, grandad and auntie in heaven.
I have even changed my profile photo on my Facebook page to the photo of my dad off his order of service from his service.
I'm still feeling lost without my dad.
I have discovered that I find it easier to talk to one of my friends about my dad than I do my fiancé
I'm on antidepressants for my depression which have been on for about a year now, but the doctor increased my dose fr 50mg to 100mg last October, which was when I found out that my dad had terminal lung cancer.
I have found that sometimes my medication works and sometimes it doesn't.
It definitely didn't do its job at my dad's funeral because as soon as I heard the entry song playing (I can't remember what the song was called but it was a lovely song by the rock band Queen) and saw the photo of my dad on the order of service I broke down and my mum and sister-in-law (my youngest sisters wife) took it in turns to comfort me.
