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  • Update and reflection on the value of the Macmillan online community

    The past week has gone pretty true to recent form. Lots of waiting and pockets of activity, mood swings both highs and lows. J had another CT scan to confirm the results from the French scan showing no spread to the lungs - fingers crossed that is in...
  • A tough week

    I had a strong reluctance- fear almost- of sitting down to write this. The fear of remembering how we'd felt now that things ate calmer.. But I think its important to record and share that even if facts themselves can't change, that the mind ...
  • Waiting on scan results..

    Last week 2 things happened- first we got a date for the MRI scan results (this Thursday) and then we got initial approval for a mortgage. Both good news I guess you'd say. We'd been hanging on for the DIP for much longer than suggested and i...
  • A funny old week

    I'm finding it quite difficult to start writing today. It's been such a strange week and I'm at a bit of a loss to work it out. At the end of last week we had a mortgage application made and were waiting on an MRI appt. It was a beautiful...
  • Hopes and fears

    I'm continuing this blog - which no one other than I read - in the spirit of authenticity and the hope that anyone reading might gain some comfort in not being alone in their feelings. Reality hit with a great big bang in the last few days. The a...