Tuesday March 7th
It's been a few days since I wrote in this blog, I'm still just passing time really, I just want this last chemo session out of the way. I feel okay at the moment, the side effects from dose two have worn off mainly, just the very watery eyes and fingernails being a mess and a bit of tiredness, but the tiredness is probably due to the fact that I haven't had a decent nights sleep for ages. I seem…
Saturday 25th February
It's been such a long day so far. I've been awake since 3.30am. I did get a little sleep last night but it wasn't great. I'm sitting here just passing time, it's pouring down and I'm fed up. I hate doing nothing, I'm bored, and hungry, I can't taste food so what's the point making any, plus my bones ache so I can't be bothered to stand in the kitchen to make any. …
Friday February 24th
Well it's Friday, but only just. It seems to have been a long few days since I had the T session on Tuesday. Side effects are just starting to kick in with tiredness, thick throat and tongue and my nails are hurting a bit too, I have a few muscle/ bone aches and pains, it's bearable so far though. It's the lack of sleep and hot flushes that are making things more difficult.
It's…
Wednesday 22ne February 2017
I've been awake since 3am and didn't get to sleep till 12.30 am, and have been to the loo twice in that time, so not a great night so far,so thought I'd catch up with the blog.
Yesterday I went for my fifth chemotherapy session. I really didn't want to go, the chemo sessions are fine, the ladies there are wonderful, it's just the after effects which are horrible, which kick…
Sunday 19th February.
Well I'm well and truly fed up with a capital F tonight. It's been a few days of feeling ok, I've been out for lovely walks, met up with friends but then absolute sadness. Nobody would know though by looking at me.
I'm putting this down in words because I need to read it back hopefully one day to know things are better. It won't make nice reading, but I need to get it out. …
