treeze's blog

hi every one back again.the last few weeks have been very hard. i ended up in hospital again after my last chemo even though i had five days of the injections my white cell count dropped & i was neutropenic again so five days in hospital on iv antibiotics. i think stress is causing my white cells to drop so much as my life is very stressfull & there is little time to rest .even though i do try there is always some problem…

hi every one im back again had a very reflective day today thought about what cancer has brought in to my life,not just the lows of this awfull disease but the highs as well . so many people have been kind to me for the sake of making me happy that is something i will always treasure.last night i was feeling quite ill so to have a rest from my noisy house went to stay with my mum for the night she was just lovely even…

hi eveyone , back again. i went to see my oncologist yesterday been worried about the op site a swelling/lump appeared so i was worried that the cancer had started growing again turns out its my rib bone because of the lack of tissue in that area my prothesis is agitating it , plus my neck has been stiff & sore this is because of my glands [because of the mouth problems but got a dentist now nhs like gold dust to find…

hi every one feeling blue today, just not shaking off this woe is me feeling at all. not sure what it is but very stressed. there has been no major issue except i want to feel normal. feel scared & lonley though every one is around me & i have suport in the house now had a talk with the kids plus my niece came yesterday & blitzed my kitchen . she is a clean aholic so i let her go at it ha ha. i keep worring about the…

hi everyone, this is the blog that i have wanted to write for such a long time . its not to see if the stress that has been in my life for what seems forever is a cause of my cancer but most people who i have spoken to over the years who have had cancer have led very stressfull lives so i think it is a major factor.as most of you know i am a single parent of five who are mainly all grown now except my youngest at fiffteen…