treeze's blog

hi every one , like to share my horrible day . as most of you know i have not had they best of times with my chemotherapy sessions & have had a lot of the side effects the ec was a nightmare with my white cells in my boots most of the time. i managed to get through my four cycles by the skin of my teeth i thought the pacitaxol would be a lot better wrong first cycle made me ill with the most intense pain in every part…

hi every one would just like to say a big thank to everyone who replyed to my last blog & for your pms & most of all your love & support i am feeling much better now had my chemo on thursday at a reduced dose & this seems to be a much better amount for me the pain is under control & i can once again function as a human i think lol. everyone on this site are wonderfull people with big hearts i don't know what i would…

hi everyone , been having the blues lately crying a lot . i try to keep how i realy feel under wraps & even in my blogs hold back. fed up of feeling sorry for myself but just feel like screaming why is this happening .everyone keeps saying im brave but what is brave all we are all trying to do is cope with it the best we can . plus i don't feel brave not if they realy knew what i felt inside i am so scared it hurts .…

hi everyone , i went for my chemo last thursday as normal told them about the pain i have been having plus the stomach cramps the dr was concerned about my health so he wouldnt let me have the taxol .he wants me to have a weeks rest from it also they are cutting the strength down to 80% to see if it helps reduce the side effects if they are still bad he says they will cut it to 60% but they cannot cut further otherwise…

hi every one had my first taxol last thursday after compelting my fourth cycle of the ec glad that bit is over. this taxol is better in the way i dont feel ill like i did on the ec but the joint pain can be a little to much at times painkillers don't seem to have much effect on it but im not complaining at least i am on the last furlong so to speak when the taxol is over then its radiotherapy which should start january…