To Hop-on or Hop-off is the question?

  • Post 62: Tired with 4 days to go.

    Post 62: Tired with 4 days to go. Yesterday was a day of counselling and self-advocacy, but it really needed to be the other way around; to help digest the disappointment. This morning I’ve woken to the birds chirping and lightness behind tho...
  • Post 61: 5 days till Chemo.

    Post 61: 5 days till Chemo. BP: Resting pulse: 46 bpm  Other things: pills are good  Although I’ve been here before, it’s never mattered so much — 5 days to go. The weekend’s gone without any dramas a...
  • Post 60: Six Days to Go.

    Post 60: Six Days to Go. The long, deep sleep I had yesterday helped me feel healthier. After so many disturbed nights in hospital recently, it’s a real comfort to be back in my own bed—with my own toilet just down the hall. It’s t...
  • Post 59: Stressed and Confused.

    Post 59: Stressed and Confused. I’ll start by saying that I’m home. Great! But the meeting I’d hoped for between cardiology, oncology, and me didn’t happen. Yet. I left CCU late yesterday afternoon with new meds and a plan...
  • Post 58: Not Out of the Woods.

    Post 58: Not Out of the Woods. Briefly: I’m still here in CCU, and yesterday’s palpitations took a full 17 hours to settle back into sinus rhythm. The ward is mostly quiet—except for two particularly challenging patients who are ...