still realy upset tht mum hasnt been offered chemo . my older brother mark and his wife came down from luton sat to see us and mum he his very good at sorting things out im not. im too emotional. bless havent seen him for awhile HE has spoken to a macmillan nurse he his friends with in luton and gave us some help thnk because i just felt i was sinking and that mum realise on us . he is going to speak to mums nurse here…