sarah s's blog

Hi All, Just thought l would write a blog to clear my head and get things into perspective. The last year has been a hard and confusing battle, to be told you have cancer and other medical issues has taken its toll on me and has affected my personality and humor which up until now had nearly gone. l felt in despair especially behind closed doors and thought l could do it all on my own with out any support .l now realise…

Ive worked myself up and feel really down, just had phone call from consultant who is arranging a date to have the lump removed from my right breast, i just feel i have started all over again . I was so happy that i was in remission and now ive started all over again. Im scared that it will kill me in the end. Im off work at the moment and maybe paranoia is taking over but l think too much time on your hands dosent…

I have been back to my consultant today for my results from bloods, scans etc and have been informed that l have a lump in my left breast which l knew was there, he said he will arrange for me to go into hospital and have it removed and then have the relevant tests to confirm if it is cancer or tissue at which he will then discuss further treatment if needed. l cant believe it , been in remission since 5th of january…

I feel happy and sad at the same time, and this is the only place i can say how i really feel, so here goes- I went to see the dr yesterday for various elements and thought i would share, had a lump that appeared behind my scar which to be honest my paranoia took over and i thought the cancer had come back as i have been in remission since jan 5th but they have said a pocket of fluid has built up and will have to have…

While being on the chat room, there has been alot of people talking about people being on this site and pretending they are ill. It is a really shame that people could act in this way when so many of us have suffered and still suffering but trying to hold their heads up and keep going. When i first came on i was made to feel very welcome which made me feel at ease and even more happy to keep coming back, but due…