Have to have a drink to write this one!
I spent as much time as I possibly could with Alfie at the hospice... I begged him to allow the children to come and see him, but he refused point blank... They kept asking after him and wanted to see him so much.
He was so poorly by this stage and sleeping most of the time and didn't want the kids last memory of him, to be seeing him like that. Fair enough, I could understand…