Yesterday we scattered my Dads ashes it was ok, i don't know what i expected tbh but just as we were doing it a nearby church bell started to chime....very fitting and kind of spooky as the time was 12.40pm.
As we were all staring at the river afterward though watching dad float down and out to the sea i looked at mom and saw she had taken off her wedding ring and as she kissed it i just shouted 'no mom don't' and…
Hello everyone, I hope you all had a restful Christmas.
Christmas day went nicely, the kids were amazing and kept me strong with their hyperactivity lol.
I think the expectation of how the day would be was far worse than the reality of it. Yes it was hard with Dad not being there but the day just kind of ticked along, i had my tears first thing and thought ok that is it i have cried now, now i'll enjoy the day with my…
I post this candle to remember everyone special who is no longer with us
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Wishing you all a restful…
Hi Guys,
Well it has been a year since this awful disease arrived in my life and i have just found the strength to read through my original blogs and forums from that time.
It has been 5 months 1 week and 5 days since my dad passed away and it feels like years and just minutes all at the same time.
So anyway i have realised through reading through my past ramblings what a huge support you all were to me last christmas…
Hello everyone,
Firstly i would like to apologise to you all, i haven't been on here much and i now feel guilty as you were all here to support me when i needed it and then i disappear and don't do the same for you all, so please guys accept my apologies.
So how am i doing????
Great question.......I kind of feel as if i have gone from denial to acceptance without all of the other stages of grief in-between.
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