It is a week today since J had his CT scan to find out if there is anything untoward causing the pain in his diaphragm. He has been told to ring the consultant this afternoon for results. I’m not particularly thrilled with the results over the phone plan but cest la vie. We must know now. The waiting and not being able to plan, even a week ahead, is really hard. For the past week I’ve been bracing myself every time J…