The first sad news comes my best friend breaks the news she’s having a second brain scan doctors have founds a mass mostly like outcomes a small brain tumour.
Second bad news Another close friends has skin cancer on her hand she going to have a section of her hand removed to try stop it spreading.
Third bad news Another friends has breast cancer and today she’s is having a mastectomy
My mind is all over the…
I just wanted to write about how i have had a good couple of days and am feeling more positve aboutl ife. I had a dream about my mum who was sat talking to me, I think this might have been a sign to let me now she is at peace!
It’s been 13 weeks since mum died, I thought I was alright but things keep getting worse, I finally went to the doctor and I’m now on antidepressants which I’m not to happy about, I feel really lost I’m been my mum’s daughter and carer for so long who am I now? I’m having money problems which means I had to borrow money to buy my prescription. What a mess to get it! , doctor suggested…
Im sat on my own at home dwelling on this year really missing mum, its really hard, ive been so teary over the last few days, Its funny how you can have so many friends and yet feel so alone.
My Friends have been wonderfull ive never had so many presents under my tree, but tommorow morning when i wake alone in my house i no i won't be bothered to even look at them. christmas is so hard , then i neeed to put a happy face…
Some of you lovely people left some kind words and sound advice on my blog yesterday. And after talking to my boss I have a good talk to myself. This morning I am back in work still on admin however but am going to the staff room at break to have coffee with the other staff and maybe at lunch time. If I get through that maybe by the end of the week I will be teaching some classes again but small steps at a time. I think…
